Yes! I am Crazy

Crazy is the name for me!

I don’t know if someone else does the same thing, but I am a person who does something repeatedly if I like something.

Instance 1: Like it’s a hot summer day, and I am out, shopping. I wouldn’t eat a thing, and drink watermelon juice 4-5 full glasses in one shot. Or probably apple juice.

Instance 2: I would read a book (mostly a love story) and I love it so much, that I start reading it again, just after I’ve finished it. I have done it with 2-3 books, one of them is “See Jane Score”

Instance 3: I would watch a movie repeatedly if I love it. Sometimes 2 shows back to back. I have done it with many movies, just lately I did it for “27 Dresses”

Instance 4: I am all tired and I wouldn’t do anything, but then I would get sudden urges to paint something, or do some other hobby, and I’d put on my artistic gears and get on with my show. Please keep cribbing about this habit of mine. But I really can’t help it.

Instance 5: For say, I got to hear of some hair oil, or some serum, or whatever something that’s expensive and sometimes hard to find (like Moroccon Oil) I would do plenty of internet surf about it. Read and read through them, watch lots of YouTube videos. Search anywhere and everywhere, and buy it. I have huge set of oils at home, probably collect any oil I have heard good words about (I am referring to Hair oil).

Instance 6: I love experimenting, I totally do. I would experiment with spices in my meal, some drinks that may taste not so good, I would do it with home made face/hair masks. I have done many such things, most turned out well.

I love being crazy, actually I love being me. I am the melodramatic queen. I over react many a times, I can throw tantrums. On the other side, I would be calm and understanding. I can be hanging out, going out with friends, and sometimes I stay home all weekend watching tv, wearing the most comfortable old pajamas, hair in bad shape, being a couch potato.

I love movies, I love them all. I can watch most kinds, like love story, comedy, thriller, horror, sci-fi, action, classics (Both Hollywood and Bollywood). I love any kind. Movies like books, show you a different world, take you to places you have never been, let’s you experience things you never had. Movies show you a picture of how things are, whereas books, flourish your imagination by leaving things upto you. It let’s you see a world through words.

My mind makes up stories most of the times. I enjoy imagining. My mind repeats the events occurred to me, and design it in a different way. I love the way my mind works, attimes it puts me to situations I don’t like but then probably my brain gets bored and needs some entertainment 😉

This was a small sneak peek in my crazy little head 🙂

I ain’t changing a Thing

I am a kind of girl, who was always stubborn as a mule, when it comes to changing something in my life. When I was young I never ordered anything new in the menu, never experimented with new fashion, with the fear I may turn out to look weird (since I cannot afford to waste my pocket money). I am adventurous and now I always do things that challenge me. But when I was a teenager I never tried anything new unless I see someone very close to me experimenting it.

Later I realised, when I was forced by some very close people in my life, that trying new stuff is fun. I now am always ready to experiment with my tastebuds, with fashion, with hobbies. Sometimes my fear is my experiment may turn out to be bad, sometimes I feel people would judge me. Sometimes I judge myself and end up not wearing things I’ve purchased. All in all, I still fight with myself in dealing with my daily changes.

Though I am still very rigid on my grounds when it comes to changing the very big and important things in my life, which may shake the floor below me. Like I am fearful of switching my job and I feel comfortable in my environment, I had a great deal of pain, when going away from my best friend (That’s a different story, but yes I was so used to being with her, sharing petty stuff, spending my weekends with her that when I realised she has found other friends and I am no more important, I was shattered. But well time is the best medicine, I am now healed). Another fearful thing for me is thinking about marrying someone. I am so independent and happy in my life that marriage seems to possess powers to be able to dishevel my routine). These days I am experimenting with hobbies and definitely it’s fun. It’s like you wouldn’t need anyone to make your day, you possess the power.

There were times when I needed someone close to me by my side, but now I am fine being individual. Though I still need a great deal of advices before jumping to a decision.

All in all, I am a mixture of both the personalities.

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